Initially, ‘Glasses of Grace’ started because my niece, Grace, had to get glasses for reading. Since grace is such a spiritual topic and the fact that my niece is such a doll, I started thinking about the ways God shows us His grace on a daily basis. From His servings, His 'glasses of grace' to us - to seeing the world through the eyes of grace (or Grace, since she had new glasses and better sight), it made sense in more ways than one, so a title was born. Blessings and all, this is my life…

Sunday, July 20, 2008

This 'n that.

I was going to post about my week, but it was mostly filled with work and a few stops to see my nieces on the way home. I have a deadline at the end of the month with work and I'm leaving to see my mom a few days of the last week this month, so I have to cram up and get everything done before I go. Not always an easy feat, especially since there's little I can do about when clients bring their work in, even though I've told them my plans. It was a stressful week, no doubt. I hope this next one is better.

I did have a few good things happen though. I was totally surprised to have yet another letter from the little girl I'm sponsoring when I got home on Monday. On the heels of the fact that I'd gotten two the week before, I was surprised, but totally thrilled. I can tell that the letters are getting more personal as she talked about her parents and what they do for work and how she's concerned for them. It makes me a little sad that a 7 year old little girl worries about her parents' work, but I'm glad she feels she can share those things. Her mother sells soaps and her dad makes stamps. One of her last sentences was this, "I want you to please pray for my parents. They always say that people are not buying, but I want God to help them, okay?" When I was 7 years old, I was only worried about what my friend, Amy, and I were going to play or where I was going to ride my bike to the next day. Certainly nothing like this sweet little thing worries about. I need to send her a note back this next week. I have already been blessed far beyond what I imagined and my hat is off to Compassion International, their workers and their organization for making it possible for these children to be sponsored and to handle it so responsibly. If I ever felt like I was doing anything right, this is it.

The other good thing is that I finally got a phone that can text! :-) Kate, my 13 year old niece, told me earlier in the week that I needed to get text added to my phone so she could text me with any news that couldn't wait. (I know she could call me, but in today's world, that is so 'yesterday.') Needless to say, when a teenager expresses an interest in keeping in touch, you do it, so I upgraded my phone and feel a bit more up with the times! ha...Technology just amazes me. It is fun though, I must admit.

One other fun thing I did was create an account on Facebook. Some friends at church have it and were talking about how fun it is and what a great way it is to keep in touch, and next thing you now, there I am signing up too! :-) It is pretty fun, mostly to know what everyone else is up to at any given time and post quick notes to each other. One of our friends is going to Japan to train for his job for 4 months, so it all sorta started as a way to keep in touch with him, but it's fun in and of itself, so I'm sure we'll keep on even after he's back home. Some things we just never outgrow! :-)

Although the things above are what I originally intended to post about, I'm about to do a hard turn and say that even with all these good and fun things this past week, I have had a twinge of loneliness, sadness, emptiness or something today and haven't been able to put my finger on why, nor have I been able to shake it. Nothing has happened except that I had a rather disturbing dream about a friend last night, but that usually doesn't affect me the way I've felt today. I tried to figure it out on the way home from church this morning and it's been a nagging feeling all day long, but I haven't come up with any reason yet. I'm not normally one to have pity parties, but I just feel sort of blah. So I get to church tonight and our preacher's topic is, "The Joy of the Lord." Well hello....how much like GOD is that? I listened to that sermon knowing it was probably just what I needed to hear today, so I sat there with Bible, paper and pen, taking notes....ones that I need to go back over again. I sat there with a quiet heart and quiet spirit knowing that God knew what I needed to hear today. Isn't that amazing? And why was I surprised???

6 comments:

Jess said...

Why does that surprise us, yet every time?

Sorry you've had an 'off' day. I, too have been hit hard this week for some reason. Just with all sorts of doubts, fears, stress, loneliness... you name it.
But, I too was blessed by a message I just know He wanted me to hear.

Have a good week!

~jess

ps... I was prompted to check out (and sign on with) Facebook, too. And at first, I thought it would be yet another 'vice' for me, but you know, I really just haven't gotten into it after all. Although, everyone else has like 300 friends or something like that and I have like 5 or 6 (that I kind of know)! Oh, well! I just can't get any of my people to 'play along' in all these new computer-age trends!! :)

Justabeachkat said...

I know what you mean about texting. It's the thing now. My daughter and I text each other alot even though we talk every day. It's fun, isn't it?! I'm sure Kate thinks you're cool.

Hugs!
Kat
(ps...I miss your visits)

Jean said...

I love texting. It's so much faster than listening to a voice message.

I got a Facebook account so that I could look at our Cambodian volunteer's page and keep up with him, but I've never taken the time to figure out how do anything besides set up an account.

I know how those days feel. I am usually happy and cheerful, but once in a while I have an unexplainable day when I just feel close to tears all the time. That's cool how the evening message was just for you.

Tonja said...

Well, I am just stuck in the olden days, girls. I don't know about learning this texting thing. My brain is already crammed. My boys do it all the time. But, yo know how anxious to teach me something new!
So good to hear all your news, Dianne! God Bless you!

Jill said...

My husband finally convinced me to text... and I do admit it's quick and easy and I like it. I know so many people who do Facebook... may have to check into that. Hope you're feeling better.

Deedra said...

I hope you're having a better week so far this week! I'm so glad to hear you're discovering the joy of "TXT MSG". I love it! I'm not much of a phone talker, but I can say what I wanna say to a bunch of people at once via text! LOVE IT! Plus working for Verizon Wireless for 7 years kinda programs you to do the techy thing I guess.